Today I was thinking about all the things I think about when I am fearful. You have seen me go there!
What good can come by being scared all the time. I’ll only freak me and my kid out, she can tell when I’m stressed. I also get distracted at work and can’t concentrate, I don’t sleep or eat well, the list goes on.
I made this financial decision and I have to live with it a long time and during that time, I do not want to live that way.
I’m not going to be fearful, scared or intimidated by my financial situation. I’m going to live my life and be as happy as I can be, regardless of the financial situation I am in. There are people in worse! I’m actually a very lucky lady.
I’m grateful for my too small condo, my two kitties, my daughter, my health such as it is and my job!
Lately I’ve been wondering if I will ever RELAX. Will I constantly be worried that there is not enough, that things will go south that this will not work? I worry that I might lose it all in the end.
Second guessing this situation will get me nothing but more wrinkles and disease from all the stress. It will drive a wedge between me and my daughter!
So with that… I’m going to remain forever grateful for the things I do have, remain positive that this will work out in the end and know that I can handle this challenge that I signed up for.
I know that the timing was perfect for me to do this and…
The time is now to RELAX!