Well, there it is! We are in the double digits and I now have FIFTY PAYMENTS left!
I know I sound happy and I really am.
BUT this has been a challenging month in every single way.
- Money that has gone out for school
- My Health
- A scare from the law office
- Stress at work
Here’s where I am now.
Money – sucks! I’m so broke. This months expenses KILLED me.
Health – I am feeling better today, not much, but feel I might be on the mend.
I can’t eat carbs, processed foods at all, or sugar. That means no more wine.
Whhhaaaaa, how am I ever going to make it the rest of my life without that? I don’t think that is realistic. But if it kills me, I might have to consider the possibility of life without one more thing.
Sometimes I think there is more in life that I can’t have than what I can have…. whaaaaaa!
(Okay, enough whining already!)
Scare – The law office called about a notice from the bank we did a lien on, I’m still not sure what the law office is going to do if anything! I need to call them again. I need documentation! They are so vague.
Work – Isn’t it always stressful?
So even though I am almost at the one year point, I feel more stressed than ever. I think the first year was manageable and I could have managed it even better, but I fear the next few years are going to be the most difficult.
OMG, I hope my health holds up, because without that, I have nothing!
There I go again! Letting fear take over.
Must remember not to do that for the next fifty months.
See you tomorrow.