Today I got up late and started putzing around my condo, going thru my closet and drawers and seeing what I might be able to sell in a garage sale. Actually, I don’t have a lot, but by the time I have the sale, it will grow, it always does.
No bites on Craigslist, but isn’t that the way it goes, when you need the money, it just doesn’t come!
Anyway, my neighbor is moving out today. They were renters and they found a house to buy. He showed me pics, and it is so cute.
My other neighbor informed me today, as well, that they are putting there condo on the market next Tuesday. The market has picked up and they are going to get enough equity for a down on a “cute little house.”
I am honestly happy for these two very cute couples but am reminded that I suck financially, I am a loser and that there is probably never going to be a day in my life that I get to move into a house that I am excited about. It has been a very emotional day for me. Thank god my kid is not around to witness this pity party.
I hope this is all worth it. This is no picnic people!
Just so I have something to share, last night I made a really inexpensive pasta salad that turned out so good. Remember, when I’m down and out, I turn to carbs!
This cost a whopping 4.00~!
Just sauté those veggies in olive oil until you can smell them and then get them off the heat and cool, toss into cold pasta and add the Italian dressing. I added a can of garbanzo beans and this did not taste like it cost. It is really good!
And I have enough to last until middle of next week unless I totally pig out. Its a great cold salad to have in the fridge or make for a picnic too.
I will leave you with this because I just don’t have much to offer today. I am pretty pathetic. I know some of you are thinking why in the hell are you sad, you are going to Cabo? OMG, I cannot wait!
But in the scheme of things, I AM IN A BK. My life is not easy and I am doing the best I can! People around me are doing more than just the best they can, they are actually doing well!
I am trying not to compare myself, its so hard right? I got nothing but time now, so bring on the healing!]