Hello! It has been so crazy that I can’t even!
Have you seen Hurricane Odile in Mexico!?! Did we miss that bullet or what? Thank goodness we are not sitting there right now. That would have been a huge blunder in the thunder. (ha ha I made that up)!
I’m spinning my wheels at home, at work and I just haven’t had a second to breath.
I actually think I had a panic attack late Sunday night or early Monday. I woke up sweating with a temperature, nauseous, dizzy and very anxious as well as chest pain. I had insomnia and stress so bad at that point I could hardly breath. It was the worst, I actually almost called 911! Instead I cried. LOL
I just didn’t want to scare my daughter by calling emergency personnel AND all I could see is dollar signs. Cha Ching! I calmed myself with cold compress and just talking myself down. It worked. I’m still here!
Stress can kill a person. I need to find a release, I need something to calm me down. Maybe yoga and meditation, but just the thought of that stresses me out! People are lucky that have significant others and very close friends. Right now I feel very isolated and alone. Not too many people I trust or even want to burden.
Maybe I need a boyfriend.
Whatever, today I’m good. I’m working hard and being productive as well and I have tried to cut back on a few things. That should help.
Off to back to school night tonight! It never ends.